Get used to turning not being very good into learning

To get this

People in a Georgian house watch with both fascination and dread as a wild-looking scientific lecturer shows what happens to a bird when you deprive it of oxygen. In a glowing vessel in the foreground lurks a sinister skull. Wright was an artist who moved in Enlightened circles at the heart of the industrial revolution. His brilliant technique makes this a potent drama of light and darkness

You need to have this

So experiment, try, put in the effort, learn from your successes, study the masters of your discipline, learn from your failures, share your insights, ship (as Seth Godin says) your work, get feedback, try again, reflect. And above all do it. It takes something to get results. Nothing will get nothing